Friday, October 28, 2011

before this, i think i really had fall in love with you...
but somehow, thing had change... you and i we won't chat we used to be...
in a sudden we change, the situation is awkward...
i just don't know how to talk to you anymore...
even when you enter the room, we just ignore each other...
maybe is just the feeling that only i had for you...
and it change...
maybe you felt it... i don't know...
when you have problems, you come to tell me through msn...
now i'm think that we cant even have the chance to talk to each other face to face...
now facing you, i feel very uncomfortable... maybe i just don't know the way to talk to you anymore...
now here, i wish you good luck in everything...
that is the last thing that i can do for you... hope you don't mind...

sometime i really think that i don't really belong in here...
the feeling is not very good... or maybe i can say the feeling is damn suck...
i really do feel like i have lost the reason for me to stay in here...
why i couldn't just do it for myself.. how come that i don't have the determination to something that i want to do... and i always give up for no reason...
sometime i really blame for the god for not giving me the determination...
but sometime i really thanks HIM for blessing me on the road....