sometime i really think that i don't really belong in here...

the feeling is not very good... or maybe i can say the feeling is damn suck...

i really do feel like i have lost the reason for me to stay in here...

why i couldn't just do it for myself.. how come that i don't have the determination to something that i want to do... and i always give up for no reason...

sometime i really blame for the god for not giving me the determination...

but sometime i really thanks HIM for blessing me on the road....